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Monday, September 1st, 2003
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only one week of school down..and im already not doing good enough for my mom.
fuck this
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Sunday, August 31st, 2003
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i was so awake/energetic tonight and now i feel like im gonna pass out. so the details will come tomorrow.
tonight was cool tho. the high point is that i enjoyed myself and got to talk with everybody. davey pee was there, chris, the rest of the gang. i got harrassed soooo much by dave and jeff, but dave was cool tonight and it felt like the old him. kati was moody and was either hanging on zack or off by herself. my back still stings from when jeff hit me. me and danielle tried bringing back the peein in the woods but we couldnt do it. i was really obnoxious tonight, unless kati just made it out to be way worse than it was, everytime i'd go up to her she'd just be like "you are the loudest person ever" and then like walk away or look away and i was like ooh well how about i've already heard this from you 10,000 times so think of something else...but i was only loud cause every 2 seconds dave would try to tickle me cause when i was across him & chris i told him if he kept doing it i was gunna pee on him, so he wanted to get me to pee, or then jeff would either go in the woods & scare me or hit me. so i got beat up tonight :(. but it was fun..hopefully chris wasn't sitting there thinking "god, shut her up" cause its one of those times where i wish i could have known what people were thinking. but normally im the quietest person ever soooo...whatever. i just know if i'd seen myself from afar i would have been like "wow that girl is really annoying" and i would not have wanted to be friends with myself. i'll ask cara how obnoxious i was cause she was by chris. umm we made s'mores! yummm they were sooo good. tomorrow i'll get to go swimming allll day so hopefully i can get some color! yay. wow why am i so bothered about how i was tonight..i wrote melissa an e-mail and she replied..so im about to go reply to hers quickly then pass out in my nice warm bed with no fan on tonight cause i was freezing tonight, even tho there was a huge fire. night
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
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didn't go as great as i expected..i know its school and all but i expected to have better people in my classes. im actually kind of anxious for next semster when i'm bust every period and don't have tons of study halls inbetween to bore me to death. i have maybe 3 interresting people in each of my classes..as opposed to everybody in the class being to my liking last year. hmm.
lunch will be great. the only girl around 15 guys isn't so bad..even tho kevin chris corey & me are kinda like in our own little group of talking. it will be cool bonding with kevin this semster. i don't even see sean during the day.
[things with kati are getting worse..i actually had her mad at me for the beginning of the day, i need to stop being a bitch and go back to how i used to be around her. i know it all started with her not showing interest in my life so i guess i kinda stepped back and stopped showing as much of an interest in her's. and it's hurting our friendship big time. she also hates the fact that im getting better & better friends with cass & britt which i can't help casue its not my fault i get along with them well & she doesnt. so i don't feel guilty about that, but yeah...hmm. what to do about kati.]
we'll see how the days in the future go. hopefully my classes will start to get enjoyable or the only thing to look forward to will be lunch. and i don't blame myself cause i get to spend the period with ::him::. it was cool feeling like we hadn't spent the summer apart, it went back to all the old jokes we used to have last year in lunch, and i still cannot get over how cute i think it is that when he doesn't want the rest of whatever food he got he just gives it to me not even asking if kevin or corey want it, cause he knows i will. and im so proud of myself for not being shy..and my motivation is even better when i know he sees the difference. and him seeing the difference makes a difference with our friendship and i couldn't be happier with how things are.
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Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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*basketball*lizzie mcguire*bike riding*car wash*star light*condiment fun!!*banana everything*greg = *george*signing our own guestbook*fetuccini alfredo*ahhh italian music*rappin to eminem to*our matt's*7 inches of*fun!*his nice blue eyes, you get lost at sea.*4 square*climbing the tree*britt on the bike*yellow rose*aj = asshole*staying up till 5 with britt*2 year old mac n*cheese*heavyweights*unclumping cass's eyelashes*kati not allowed to do anything*katie, rachel, delay, jeff, carly*britt's car*make it to the 4th square!*trecking thru the bushes*morning after at cassie's*billy & josh*new website*
well it was a night full of fun with cassie and brittany. after practice kati wasn't allowed to do anything so the 3 of us went to dtw cause we had a craving for coffee. i got cass hooked on my stuff and she let everybody try hers last night and they all fell in love. the girl working there freaking charged us 4.75 for it & i know that in the past year of me buying that coffee i have never paid more than 3.75, so we were pissed. then we saw brad & the other kid who talks about his pubes, and the crossdresser, had my last hangout with the downtown willoughby crew for the summer. then we hit up 4 square. britt made ammends with dave, saw kev & sean & i got to tell kevin the story about his dad. haha. merkurs were there with katie, me and cassie got to see our matt's! rachel is fucking awesome, she is the coolest. carly didnt even smile at me that night but i talked with rachel and her weirdness just makes you be like "hey, i kinda wanna be your friend now" cause she was that cool & nice last night. hmm so im glad i dont have hard feelings towards her anymore..and now she's just 10x better than carly & it makes me hate carly even more. anyways....so me and cass even tried to play and we made it to the 4th square, but i did it withought try meaning it was pure luck so i quit soone enough so they wouldnt have to suffer thru playing with me. then we left and went to dtw again in the gazeebo. saw who other than billy and josh...hmm. talked and picked apart rose petals. then went to britt's. she made us macaroni but we didn't eat it..only she did. and i don't why she did cause it was from freaking 2 years ago! it was gross the cheese was brown and everything..yuck. britt's bed is the bomb, its a waterbed and so so comfortable. cassie passed out around 1.30. we watched heavyweights, and then me and brittany attempted to fall asleep at 3.30 but it didn't work cause we ended up staying up talking till 5 something. but it was really really cool, shes awesome to talk with and we talked about friends[kati], boys[aj, etc.] and the band and just life and ourselves. nice stuff. soo she had to wake up 3 hours after that to go to sleep.
so i went over cassie's house. we had a lot of fun. we made collages on plates using the condiments in the fridge. then we watched lizzy mcguire and picked on her for being so perfect and pretty for 15. then we had a sports fest and rode bikes, played bball, planned a bball game for the locals, then we jump roped and laid on the grass. came in to check out the website and sign our own guestbook. chilled in her room rapping to eminem. she introduced me to the art of Italian music and i'm hooked..its so cool. then we are havin practice tonight. so i can say the last night and day before the end of summer could not have been spent any better.
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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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soo starting back 2 days ago..
:friday:
wedding rehearsal. why did i go? i'm still not sure because i just sat in a pew with some chick i didn't know watching them practice to process in & out. then i went with them for dinner. dinner was kind of boring..at least chelsea came because i had another girl to talk to. food wasn't to great. we stopped by bryan's after for him and dave to change their clothes, then since ken was there he took me to my house to get y license so i could get into Freddy vs Jason[really disappointing movie. i was so excited to see it too. not scary because i laughed more than i was nervous and it had kind of a ridiculous plot] anyways...then me and ken met bryan dave adam kevin sean & john at the movies. ha i was the only girl. i saw joe and his friend who's name i forgot at the movie from downtown willoughby. i miss going down there..i haven't in almost a week.
:saturday:
adam's wedding. my 19 year old friend got married...it took me until the end of the reception to finally be like "wow i actually believe it really happened now". thats nuts. but i'm very happy for them, and im glad that the two of them are so happy. in the morning me and kati picked up zack to go to the church. the mass was short and sweet. so we had from 12-6 to find something to entertain ourselves with. we stopped by chris' house on the way home because i looked cute yesterday. he was doing horrible tho i felt so bad, his eyes are all black & blue and yellowish. then he has gauze all around his face. aww..his sister was even taking care of him and they usually aren't like that with eachother..his new dog was adorable too. then we went back to zack's house for an hour, got way too bored again so we got ice cream. then went to my house so i could change into my dress and we could fix ourselves up again. then to kati's to show her mom and ask if she could sleep over cause for the first time i had no curfew last night! then to the reception. it was all ritzy and classy there. they didn't have cake they had cupcakes, and they had a huge ice sculpture with their names..it was neat. i was at the table with chelsea lauren and greg so at least i knew 3 people, the rest were nice tho. i talked to steph a ton and got to be with her all night..i haven't seen her more than twice this summer..i miss having her as a close friend. sooo after dinner and my 5 glasses of wine..came the dancing. and since i get affected by drinks easily i was REALLY outgoing and friendly that night. this kid me danielle and erika used to call "pony" cause of the visor he had on like a year or so ago was there [greg] and was pretty much who i danced with the whole night, and i later found out from kati and zack that he wanted me last night so that was kind of ironic..and he's still hot so i really didn't mind at all. i danced with dave once to be nice cause ya know he's the reason i was there in the first place..as his date. nobody knew how to swing dance!!! i was soooooo mad. i tried with the people who said they could and they had no clue what the hell they were doing. i was upset i really wanted to. kati and zack hardly danced. i got sean to dance with me for the last dance and i was so happy. kevin's dad was so drunk and pulled me over in the middle of me trying to get kati on the dancefloor and he wouldn't let me leave dancing with him, that was so freaking awkward. then at the end of the song he gave me a kiss on the cheek i was like "ummm.....you're kevin's...dad." oh but too bad i couldnt tell kevin cause he was yelling at jessie the whole night, and she was just trying to have fun but it was past the point where me and kati could cheer her up. i danced with ken too cause he asked kati and zack if i would and they said yeah i would, so i asked him and it made his night, and i guess he likes me again and if he were to marry one person right now..it would be me. and i didn't exactly know what to think about that. he was really drunk too. all of my friends drank tonight regardless of if they were sXe or not...it was kinda weird. thank god for stephanie becky & rachel cause they were the only girls i knew who were dancing and i was in the mood to that night. bryan i guess liked his date and was with her tons that night. i found out dave kind of has feelings for becky. interresting. greg wanted me to go over this person's house afterwards but me kati and zack just went home, me and kati fell asleep right away. besides i think i'll see greg tomorrow night cause he'll be with zack bryan and dave. we have our frist practice in about 2 weeks tomorrow morning, there goes having our other original and cover done by friday...we will never pull that off with only like 2 more practice before the show.
3 days till school starts :(
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people actually read my journal?
if you're one of these comment or something so i know how you found mine or whatever.
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Thursday, August 14th, 2003
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ha wow the power went out today from new york city to detriot cause lightning hit a power plant by niagara falls. the power went out around 4 cause i noticed traffic lights weren't working on the way home from lessons...which by the way were awesome. this co&ca song is so cool on drums. i came home and was bored out of my mind and actually took a 2 hour nap. then tried reaching kati from 7.30-9 and couldn't sooo yeah. then i called bryan and him ken and dave came to pick me up for the night. i havent been in ken's car for a long time..i had too much rancid/nofx/pennywise for one night. i got to hear the "skirt skirt skirt skirt" song! haha that bryan and ken always sing when i wear my skirt, ken went nuts when he put it on. haha. we drove around mentor seeing how everything wasn't on. we passed by the mall and points east and it was unbelievable. it was like driving around kirtland in the pitch black. you could see the stars really well tho and that was neat. haha ken's cousin came with us to get gas for his car and his cough was health...[not] i had to breathe in smoke. ken quit today tho! haha his first day without smoking and he did well..esp with being in the car while someone else was. i wonder if kati is still with zack? eastlake still doesnt have power, and the majority of mentor does. only willoughby. i didnt get to see brad or joe or the usual DTW group :(. maybe tomorrow...after rehersal dinner which i dont even know why i fucking to go. stupid dave. im glad the power is still out in all my friends cities so nobody is online..geez what a boring night. but hanging out with the boys was fun. i never stopped by chris's house. this would have been perfect if it was during school..we'd get off for like 3 days. maybe i'll catch up on sleep and go to bed soon..
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went to downtown willoughby again. lot more people there since it was open mic night. britt sand sam & cass were all not there tho. cass left for boston last night..and thinking about it we also haven't had practice for a good week. i talked to brad more tonight, and we talked about work and he said how he works at the CD/Game Exchange, and i was like "ooh i got an application for there but i never turned it in" and he was like "why not, we could have worked together!" and he goes "you should in a little while cause 2 people just quit." and i was like "well when should i go there?" and he's like "here...give me your number and then i'll call you" and i was like.....wow...you're hot, you have my number, but brittany liked you first and still does so once again..it doesn't work out for kristen. he lives 2 minutes away from me too! that would be perfect. but i still have another week to chill with him till school soooo we'll see. ryan was creepy tonight and when he asked about our show stupid kati had to say "oh come with us" cause now he thinks he is and he's gonna call me and expect a ride and since he's beginning to get creepy i'm gonna be like "well we have 6 seats and there's 4 of us but we take sandi & sam everywhere so we have no room. which is actually the truth cause..that is how seating goes every show. but whatever. i'm getting coffee tonight tho when we go back..cause i skipped last night and got breadsticks instead. oooooh last night we went to dave ensinger's house to play 4 square. those kids are nuts how they set it up. kevin is in my lunch too, so its me kev & chris. that will be fun tho..even tho now its not just the 2 of us. chris had surgery yesterday and sean said he didn't look so good. he could hardly talk and now has these things in his nose. jeff threw kati's shoe in some person's bushes and we spent a whole 5 minutes looking for it cause it was dark. zack came home todat too, so we picked him up before we went to DTW and got to hear all of his stories. his mom was so excited to see him cause he is like her best friend. we went to visit her today after coventry. ooh yeah we went to coventry today! me and kati had a shopping day and it was the funnest shopping experience i've ever had. the biggest mistake was going there without money tho cause we saw tons of stuff we wanted and we couldn't get anything. so we're most likely gonna go back monday or tuesday. yuck then fucking school starts. a lot in coventry reminded me of chris..i wanna kidnap him for a day and take him there. im excited for tonight..another night full of fun
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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well my hair...i went into it asking her for a really light brown almost blondish color. i come out of it with the hair color of a hershey bar? what went wrong, too bad i trusted the woman and she said even with the red it will still turn out to be what color i wanted..i guess she just sucked at her job today. it doesn't look bad, and the downtown willoughby crowd took a liking to it. it's just....not what i wanted. plus whats sucky is my roots are still a tad shade lighter than the rest. hmm i dunno what to do, my mom said the woman will most likely redo it for free since she kinda screwed it up and that she'll make it lighter for me...who knows what i'll decide to do. i'll see the KW crowd tomorrow so i'll get their opinion, and plus in a few days maybe it will grow even more on me. i can always go lighter in another 6-8 weeks, so then i think..why not just live with this color so that i can say i have. but i wore it straight today, which i haven't for at least a month. then i think..why the hell have a written a whole paragraph on my fucking hair?! moving on....
downtown willoughby tonight was one of the more lame nights. there were less people there. brad was into giving hugs today. jeff showed up all by himself to skateboard. britt sam and sandi were there. brad and joe as usual. gay crossdresser complemented me on my hair! haha i love him so if he likes it, it has to be good right? kati left ealry, so i stayed with bryan dave & mike. there was a really funny kid there who was so burned out..i've never seen anyone like him before its sad. we had a 30 min talk with matt the bagel guy. "i can't even do it!" haha he was funny..an asshole tho. me and bryan both had eye problems. jynxt was there. aj has bleach blond hair now. geez. fun nite tho....
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well i finally am able to have a detailed entry..
in the morning kati and nick met at my house, and we went to school to get our schedules. mine is actually really good this year..
+3 study halls..i'll be able to get tons of work done
+lunch with chris 1st semester, and nobody else we know is in it so its pretty much just the 2 of us
-no classes with sean for the whole year..i won't be as close to him this year
+lunch with kati nick jeff 2nd semester
-or+kevin still hasn't gotten his yet so the possibility of a class with him is still up in the air..but very likely
+mr piczer left..so i have no asshole teachers..all of them will actually be really cool this year
thennn...me kati nick and chris went out to Denny's afterwards for breakfast. it was nick's treat, haha. then we went back to my house to drop me off and get nick's car..and as they were walking away chris asked what we were doing that night..i said i had no clue yet and he said to call him when we think of something.
::this is really going back to how it was at the very beginning of summer..and it's really nice to have it that way. went from hanging out with the KW boys all the time, to only at shows, then back to seeing them a lot cause i've seen chris the past 5 days in a row. and lately online we've been having really good, long conversations, and he's even back to IMing me, which is nice for a change. for a while i was also in big depression mode cause of the fact i hadn't seen them. but i realized that in the beginning of summer..chris finally got to know me. i was really comfortable around him, nothing was awkward and we were to the point where we were really good friends and talked about in depth "stuff" but the distraction aka [carly] came along. but in the end i say its ok. because it's back to normal...and in good time because looking back i have changed and grown soooo much this summer. i didn't really notice it until then. taking a step back and looking at me now i see myself in downtown willoughby around people i just met for one night, and i see myself having long conversations with them all by myself and being completely comfortable around them. i know that may sound childish but...im that much closer to saying "im not shy anymore" i've come out of my shell with mucho help from cassie and brittany. and being in the "talkative mode" with everybody else in DTW last night helped to be like how i never have been in front of chris..and i saw a difference::
so as the day goes on..i had to babysit my cousins at my grandma's. then back home to babysit at the neighbors..but it was good cause last night i made $50. and i came up with idea of going to the metroparks that night while i was on my way home. so i called kati and she was up for it & she was gunna call dave & bryan. then i called chris to tell him what we do there & see if he wanted to go. which he did..so then i figured i would only be babysitting for an hour cause she was going to a meeting for a preschooler...how long could that last? well about till 9:45. so when i found out it would be longer i called kati & chris. and kati said she'd have bryan & dave pick her up then i'd call bryan's cell to have them get me when i was finally done. then chris was disapoointed cause he wanted to go and i told him there's really no chance of going, so he said to call when they get home and i said that might be really late and i don't wanna leave him with nothing to do. so he said he'd call around 8.30-9 to see and if they werent back they'd find something else. soooooo 8.30 rolls around, 9.30 rolls around. no call but the parents finally get home. so i come home, call bryan. forget about chris. meet him kati and dave and DTW. so we get there...and i see everyone such as john hastings, john & his friend with the pubes story from the enclave. matt the bagel guy, britt & sandi, sam's ducky. brad and the glassjaw kid. so i decide i want coffee shortly after being there, dave comes with me and i get a call from my mom. i figured i'd hear "did you make it there alright!" [even tho it's 5 mins away...but instead i hear "honey guess who just knocked on our door asking for you..and i was clueless to who it would be and she says chris. and i got this huge renewed feeling of ...wow....chris actually came looking for me. so then since my mom is oh so awesome she sent them to downtown willoughby. so 10 minutes later someone says "hey there's katty whompus" and i turn around and see them. cause even after they came i didn't know if they'd come to DTW or not. but they did! so it was tons of fun with everyone there. we got a possible 5 more people to come to our show. the glassjaw kid..ryan.. shared all this personal stuff with me and let me read all his lyrics and stuff...and he even walked us to our car to say bye and when we got in kati goes "somebody likes kristen..." and i really hope not cause he's a drugee and im not going that way cause i went that direction with josh & billy & i said no more. but he's a really nice guy and at least i've made a new friends. i got to meet britt's brad, and he hopped in her car & went for a ride with her! yay for britt. sandi was trying to catch cats all night cause she wanted one. i got to be a part of retard love. britt brings out some of the best in me! haha i love her for that cause when i'm around her i'm insane..especially in DTW. john hasting..back from the mike ross days wanted to hang out so he gave me his number so me & kati can hang out w-him sometime. hmm and yeah..that wraps up the night. then when we got home...chris IMed me and told me that i am coming to the 4 square thing on wednesday "no ifs ands buts about it", and the whole time i was like "holy crap, he really wants to hang out with me that bad? me? am i reading this right? soooo i went to bed with the biggest smile on my face!!!!
i'm really gonna miss DTW when school starts. cause after it gets cold..nobody will go and that means i lose contact with all the freinds i've made now. BUT i can have it be my goal to become close enough to them that that won't happen...who knows..can i do it? now i'd say its reasonable
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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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last night was tons of fun. kati picked me up after work and we went school shoe shopping at the mall. i hadn't been there in forever. we found shoes in the fucking hot topic. davey-pee wasn't working but we were hoping he might be. but we made friends anyways. then we called sean after we got food and asked what he was up to, he said he was going to becky's. so we went to his house and waited for chris to get there so we could follow them out there cause becky lives in freaking painsville. we played UNO with about 10 people. sean and chris were wrestling and chris got thrown in the pool, so then chris came back out to get chris in. then i asked kati if she'd go in with me and she said sure! so we both jumped in. then they tried to get this other kid john in but his fingers somehow go tcaught inetween the diving board and were bledding alot and alot and even anhour later when he'd talk about it he would still get tears in his eyes so you can tell it hurt so freaking bad. i felt sooo bad and sean thought it was all his fault. then chris ended up throwing everybody else in. it was cool to have a night with the boys again without carly or rachel, even tho sean was talking bad about rachel. haha and when we were at sean's robby told me to take this picture off the wall and give it to sean in the middle of the party but i wouldnt so chris did and the expression on his face was hilarious. we also had chicken fights, haha. i was on chris the first time but he can't hold his ground so we were the first ones down. so i was on john the rest of the time and we did well. we left, slept over kati's. home now and i volunteer later tonight.
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tonight i had a blast. it was the RC reunion show. kati and zack got in a fight bc they "didnt realize we weren't with them" when they left to walk to mcdonalds. but when they came back we were on our way but then kati wanted to discuss things with zack so chris walked there with me. we saw this crazy lady talking to her invisible friend on the way out. its been a good few days with chris. it feels like it did back in school and i really enjoy the feeling of having him back as a daily "good friend". kati sold 11 tickets for our show..yay. my cold got 10x worse as the night went on. it reallllly sucks. zack leaves tomorrow morning for his tour with Friendship For Style. he will have a blast i can't wait to hear all the stories. it's just me and kati for the next 10 days. hopefully we won't kill eachother. ooh and one last note...she surprised me on the way home...she asked about me and chris tonight which was cool of her, cause she showed an interest. tomorrow we're going to the mall and playing dress up.
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well today i am actually in the mood to write, it's been rare lately and i miss it when i would write about every detail of every day. i have a cold now, its official :(.
the band.....well last night was a huge ordeal where kati and cassie battled it out about the whole replacing her with sandi thing. they worked it out in less time than i thought they would. the whole time me and britt stood back and played with putting things in the fan, which for some reason we really really got a kick out of. but yeah the band is doing well now. i think after that they will both make an honest and improved effort to get along.
britt wanted to go to downtown willoughby and that would have been so much fun but me and kati promised zack we'd pass out tickets for them..since they had 5 sold and promised to sell 40 by tonight. soooo they actually kinda got close tho. we dropped em off to chris and jeff. jeff is an ass cause he paid $10 in change. haha
friends......welll yeah kati just doesnt seem to share an interest in what i tell her. i will stay up with her all hours of the night discussing anything with zack or her mom whether i care or not. and no matter what she says i still listen 100% and give my input. yet it seems when i want to tell her somehting or talk about somehting really important i just get 50% from her..if even that sometimes. and i get a half-ass response from her. like after warped tour when i found out that matt liked me...cassie showed tons of enthusiasm on the way home. and then i tell kati when we have our usual talk down the basement and she's just like "oh, he's ok. what do you think" and i was like...forget this. way to ruin my mood. so then i told cassie the day after when i picke dup the amp and we were outside talking and she goes "well then tell me, tell me kristen how is matt" and she sat down making it seem like she honestly cared(which she does) and like she had all the time in the world. i feel like i would never get that from kati. which is really disappointing. it used to be where it wasn't happening often enough for me to say anything to her about it but it really hurts now.
cassie called me today to tell me that matt was upset to hear i wasn't going to the show tonight!!! :). aww
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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well the past few days have been amazing. by far some of the best of the summer. i don't feel like writing details tonight but i'll jot everything down so it doesn't get too far past and i forget
warped tour? i think is where i can start
lots of good bands. amazing coheed. disappointing brand new. SUICIDE MACHINES. adam. denny's. chris and canada girl. lizzie lorek. andy linden. sweet merch. MATT. kati losing interest in my life. cass and britt. the slide. bleed the dream bassist. actually comfortable weather for a good portion of the day. free easymac and yoohoo. agent m is so hot. girlz garage tour. "do you like anatomy of a ghost?" (as zack looks down at their shirt he's wearing "umm....no". adam from the sam. stencils. the piebald talk with the guy. rachel got kicked in the head.
dtw tonight
joan jett. pubes guy + friend. acoustic. climbing the tree. leesa IMing kati. zack and bryan. dreadlocks. one short a dozen. THIS IS A WAR. first ride in brittany's car. bagel guy. sandi. crossdresser. glassjaw guy. hey avril!. open mic night. brad looks like a donkey(yee-haw). chrissy huszco. omg a spider, i swear it was like that big. get on all fours bitch. i have 17 atticus shirts. who said brand new sucked?!. after calling brad "you're supposed to walk towards me". wanna go get gas? #1 pick up line. ian. girl who hates cassie. talky with the donkey.
random notes....
i got my cell phone back!!
kati's been a really bad friend
tonight was well worth the kidnapping cassie and brittany did. i must have met 10 new people tonight..and everyone was really down to earth it was a really cool vibe to just be there and have everyone they talked to be like "whats up, you're the glassjaw chick."
ahhhh over cassie's this morning. she lives in a farm, looks like she just popped out 9 kids and calls her kids in from playing with the cows by use of a triangle! and we can't forget the "weekly wheelbarrow rides"
my boy situation is finally on the upswing. *best friends with best friends*
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today was another amazing band practice. we recorded our song and pretty much got it to how we like it. we might add a bridge to it and of course we need an ending cause it'll probably be the last song of our set. we also came up with another start for yet a 3rd new original. the past 3 days me cass and britt have definitely grown as musiciand x10 and increased our ability to play together and be creative together x10. im so fucking proud of us. soooo i wrote kati an e-mail and mentioned us umm writing a song while she's gone. sooo after the like 5 hour practice, i had down time then babysat and got some well needed money. another good day
also as of tomorrow i have 19 days till school starts. so ive been vigorously making a mental list of everything i want to do before we go back to school..it goes a little something like this.
-finish this original and finish the skemo song we started.
-start to record or at least set something up with that.
-chill with katty whompus outside of a show and take them away from carly and rachel
-go driving around kirtland and go to the metroparks at night again
-chill with melissa at least once
-see stepahnie again at least once(possibly tomorrow)
-go to 5 more shows (local or not)
-color and cut my hair
-go "back to school shopping"
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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soooo soooo disappointed that the new Saves The Day isn't anything special. :(
today cass and britt came over again and we practiced..didnt get as much done this time tho
yesterday anatomy of a ghost dropped off the show...so me * kati didn't go even tho i would have liked to see Saosin. we went over the robinson household. first visiting sean+friends by the pool in the back. then we went upstairs to wake up bryan. we stayed in his room for a while listening to kati cry about zack and how he's leaving and how he was being insensitive. then i was hungry..we went to KFC. yumm. i bought kati 2 more homies for her car. haha a basketball player and a janitor which isn't a homie but we got him anyways. thennnnn we went to DTW. i got coffee...bryan got a cookie. saw billy and josh there..and holy shit it's been a while since ive seen them, it was cool tho. saw cass britt sand & sam! yay im starting to really like those girls and actually really get along with them. britt did open mic night at the enclave and met brad..yay for her. aj was an asshole about her being with the skanks that night. josh played "standard lines" for me...ahhh imiss hearing him play that. kati was still crabby the rest of the night.zack finally met up with us. he has poison ivy really bad along with kati bryan and dave soooo im really lucky cause me and nick never got it. zack was weird tho...he was like really reserved and i didnt get made fun of at all that night. hmm. we think its cause of Friendship For Style. since they're older i guess the "maturity" is rubbing off on him? he'll have fun on tour with them..while i hear everyday from kati.."omg he's gone for 7 days!..jesus christ kati! i dont care cause thats the most ridiculous thing in the world for you to complain about!!!! ugh. all i hear is zack zack zack zack zack zack....STOP god ive been going nuts lately. i havent seen dave for a while which is really good cause i definitely needed a break from that kid...good god.
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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ahh we had the greatest band practice ever today. kati was with zack so it was just me cass & britt and we wrote a new song. a full song. a fucking awesome song. a sweet song that has fully surpassed anything else we've ever attempted to write. we're using my lyrics too..yay that excites me. ahhh i wanna play a show right now so everyone can hear it and be like wow those girls fucking rock. i think we've passed the limits of where we try to be good for a "girl band" and now we just wanna be a "good band" no matter what our gender is. we are however the ONLY ALL GIRL BAND in this area so we are very proud of that, and we are very proud of us and what we've done today and actually getting our butts in gear to wake up have them come over and put our creative minds to work. success is in the air...
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well updates on my behalf have been no fun for me to do since i left on vacation. i didn't wear sunscreen on vacation therefore, i got burned. i was too lazy to moisturize therefore, i peeled. i was in the sun 7 days straight last summer in delaware and the only place i peeled was the back of my upper arms. why now am i peeling all over the top of my back and my chest. its pretty sucks cause the top of my back resembles very much a leopard therefore, i must save up and go tanning.. as much as i wouldnt like the splotchiness is really really bugging me cause i'm a perfectionist. i can even it out before the wedding so my back will be presentable in the dress i plan on wearing.
back a few nights.
OUR SHOW!
wow....is all i can say. im regretting not writing earlier cause now i forget. we got there not knowing anything about the show. then Steriogram showed up and turned out to be the most genuine NICEST COOLEST CUTEST new zealand boys ever. we chilled with them all night at the show, they have lived in the US for about a year recording a cd in LA. they plan to live here another few years or so, which is cool. they had accents! they said they'd make us a cd of them just talking for us. ahh it was just so freaking cool. they have tons of the same interests as us, and we stayed after the show for like 45 mins or so and got to really talk to each of them. their music is sweet too. its cool how their lingo is "wicked" and tyson says "yeah yeah" alot. they have Mooks socks. the merkurs came, nick, jimmy, neighbors, kati's parents, so ricki, sandi and sam of course. ahhh it was definitely one of the fucking greatest nights of the summer! ahhh i wish i could write more but its just...awesome and im speechless when i think about it
the night after...kati wasn't allowed out after work. hung out with the girls! cass britt sandi sam, went to peabodys saw girl bands. saving adonis were really really disappointing. the decline had the most amazing 50 yr old guitarist who looked like she was straight out of the thompson twins with a hippie twist. ahh and then there was krotch. unorganized le tigre meets lesbians. the drummer looked like a dude..ozzy to be exact. nice bonding time...very necessary time away from the usual crown i chill with. gina got us a show at the agora mid december.
tonight i stayed home and dedicated my night to gay reality tv shows. Boy Meets Boy and Queer Eye Meets Straight Guy. very cool shows...im hooked
matt from the merkurs thinks im pretty!
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well the past 2 nights have been most excellent
possibly 2 of the best as i look back on the summer
i'll write later...details will be amust for the many stories i shall write about.
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